and in one moment all of her fears were released and poured out
onto her fragile body
an infestation of her mind
her heart
her soul
and what was it all for
one destructive rebellion
that let the gates of hell in
and now she cries in the corner feeling guilty
and thinks she was selling
herself to a somewhat worthy cause
there was no probable cause
it was just her obedience lost
and all along i think she knew it
this was forever
no taking it back
she knows she blew it
and what she waited all those years for was just a memory now
and she keeps replaying it in her mind not understanding how
she let it happen
what was given to her is now a slap in the face
it cannot be erased
and forever shell see it when he looks upon her face
that the choices she made became a disgrace
because she sees in his eyes
a sense of despise
she is tainted and painted black
and they both know there is no turning back
if she would have just waited patiently
she would still be on the right track
and she could have seen
what could have been
but now...
she is a walking infected creation
that has given death to those she let pass in
and has disappointed herself
and is destroying her health
and she cant deny the fact that there is no use in acting
like it never happened
because it did
and she will realize it when she has trouble having a kid
that the foulness of her decision
has given her the inability to live
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