flowers & fluff.the day has started.dress is hanging.mom is here.girls are here.hair and makeup on. its NOW.i cant believe it s today.this is really happening.ive waited so long.HE CHOSE ME!i hope he likes his ring.iwonder if hes nervous.im suprisingly calm.what is he up to right now?its so beautiful.the flowers are beautiful.my ring is beautiful.perfect.breathe.enjoy this day.this is it.only today.embrace each moment.remember this day.
in four years you wont celebrate this day.enjoy it now.youll be alone and broken on a slow road to healing. you will be healed though.youll be ok.so dont worry.just enjoy today.love him today more than you ever could.your immaturity will wound him.your insecurity will break this bond.its not going to last so just love him now. love him. even for just this day.lovehim.even though he wont father your children.lovehim.even though he wont see your first grey hair.love him.even though he dies with another.love him.even though you hurt him he forgave you so LOVE HIM.
