10.3.09

guilt with the thickness of molasses

gets harder to swallow every moment that passes

and although it is often wrapped in a lovely package

one cant ignore and must stop the acting

that its taste is easy to bear

because its flavor will easily wear

you down in hopes that youll spit it out

at this point youd rather it be sauerkraut

or even black licorice...

anything but this

because its rancid taste makes you so pissed

and theres nothing that you can do

to rid the guilt engulfing you

like gretel you've been thrown into the stew

and your emotions are left to brew

but dont add salt because the wound wont heal

you think that it might make you feel

better about whats cooking inside

but the pot is empty and guilt still resides

your exposed and theres no point to hide

it seems that this will never subside.

AWE 10.2.09

starlight star bright

first star i see tonight

i wish i may

i wish i might

know this god that shines so bright...

a universe within itself

makes the outside cosmos melt

at the existence of space that cant be felt

by a human soul eagerly knelt

before the vast one that indwells

this timeless void

of empty space and noise

light-years beyond a world destroyed

by the feeble thinking of a man named freud

one sits in hopes to understand

as theories crash together in mans hands

and no one knows where the lies actually stand

because no one looks into the truth of the land

and the universe in all its glory

sings loudly a magnificent story

of creation and infinite wisdom thats poorly

been replaced

by identity that has been displaced

and man has taken away the grace

of the galaxies many beaming faces

and creation lives with but a trace

of the knowledge of the creators place

in this space......this amazing space.