Saturday, October 3, 2009

10.3.09

guilt with the thickness of molasses
gets harder to swallow every moment that passes
and although it is often wrapped in a lovely package
one cant ignore and must stop the acting
that its taste is easy to bear
because its flavor will easily wear
you down in hopes that youll spit it out
at this point youd rather it be sauerkraut
or even black licorice...
anything but this
because its rancid taste makes you so pissed
and theres nothing that you can do
to rid the guilt engulfing you
like gretel you've been thrown into the stew
and your emotions are left to brew
but dont add salt because the wound wont heal
you think that it might make you feel
better about whats cooking inside
but the pot is empty and guilt still resides
your exposed and theres no point to hide
it seems that this will never subside.







1 comment:

  1. I am so sorry to have read what you're going through. God WILL be your strength! He's been mine! I swear he has and what I've dealt with is quite similar to you! I'll be praying for you today.

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